A Year later and am I any better now, let's see

Last year this time I was living in a homeless shelter

This year I have my own place paid up till after the meet, Sept right now, so BETTER I think

Last year I had no car

This year I have a car which runs fine and paid in full, and insured,  with new tires and thou it needs a windshield soon, THIS IS BETTER

Last year I was over 450lbs , this year got down to 390lbs, but am now back up to 412lbs (weighed yesterday), so this would be not better, no reason not to have lost weight this last year, no real reason is acceptable , not having anyone to work out or walk with is an excuse, as is all the other things , like having no YMCA membership this winter or going for walks around the block, too dang lazy  OKAY WORSE

Last year I was dead broke, no money in the bank, owed IRS too

This year , still owe IRS, but down by over a grand, and about 1k in the bank with bills paid , is it awesome, NO,  but for me it is BETTER.

Social life last year was non-existent, except for 1 great friend, otherwise no one else , no better halve, no horse racing friends, no one for nothing..

This year the same thing , which is what happens when I stay couped up all day and never go anywhere with anyone or try to socialize , SO THIS IS WORSE, as there is no excuse for this , a year here and I should have made a boat load of friends, workout friends , friends at the harness track( except I never went there), a better halve propsect or two, but no I made no effort there either, very sad lonely old man, SO YES WORSE HERE

But this year I have abetter attitude and better outlook on things and by golly I am going to have abetter year this year, without a doubt people, count on it for sure.