Tuesday, only 2 more weeks and then...???

My heart is happy, my life is crazy, but I look forward to work each day as happiness is there, crazy I know, but when I talk with the poeple at the track they all say the same thing.

They say they can not wait till the alarm goes off at 3am to get up and feed or work a horse, as they joy is in doing this over and over and success, well it helps, but it is not necessary.

Me I think of the day I might be able to fish again, and honestly do not know if it will ever happen, but I still have the desire and wish to, same with life, thou while happy now, the goals are so,  that I can be happy as I am an not have to reach so far to get them, now I am confused, but understand this, okay.

I am happy, still indecided on where I go next in 2 weeks, but pray each day a prayer of thanks for being where I am and doing what I do, and also without much stress , ask him to help me decide and show me where to go.
Someone told there is good money in doing Charity work, and I always thought you did it for the satisfaction of doing it , not for the money, yet my gig turned into a paying gig, so I guess I understand.